I feel like I am going downhill very quickly. I have very bad PMS so that is not helping and I know its going to be a bad period. I have weaned off Zoloft and just taking the Klonopin for anxiety, I am afraid to restart the Paxil again. My mother died of a brain tumor at 55 and at 63 now my Father has congestive heart failure, and I have convinced myself that will be my fate, these terrible scary thoughts are bad they race off with a mind of their own. I am quitting smoking down from a pack and half a day to 6-7 cigarettes, its hard, but the chest pain and heart palps and shortness of breath is too scary to continue to smoke. I get this feeling I will never feel or get better again, I went down so quick so fast, I hope this is just pms related, I know many woman on this site get more panicky and sad right before thier time. I feel "tired and wired" does that make sense?? I hate feeling so bad like I am dying. I am praying this will pass, my son needs me, I guess my brothers fiance going into a coma made me question my own mortality, she is out of the coma and has entered rehap so that is a little good news. I just want to sleep and sleep so not to feel this symptoms anymore, if anyone takes Klonopin and Paxil together please let me know. Sorry so long I guess I just needed to vent, I do not mean to whine and complain, its just so scary to feel like your "dying" God bless you all, I hope everyone else is doing well. Debbie.
