I feel so horrible. I thought i was feeling a little bit better since i had a Horrible panic attack at my EEG for seizures. I had went to the therapist for the first time yesterday, and i did just fine. I thought i could handle going to see a moive. I had been so excited to see it, and have been waiting and counting down for the last 8 months. Half way through it I have a panic attack and have to go home, dragging my friend with me. I feel like such a failure, i know i shouldnt but i feel like im brining this all onto myself, and thats how i am being treated by my family. They tell me what to and what not to do, and what im doing wrong. None of them have ever had anything like this. I just feel so horrible.
