Wowza, what a test! But you prevailed, and your days keep adding up. Isn't that the worst when you're shocked out of your complacency by a sudden intense desire to smoke? It serves as a good reminder to stay on guard, though. I was walking down the sidewalk last week when I noticed someone had dropped a full cigarette on the ground. My immediate impulse reaction was, "Sweet, free smoke!" followed by shock that out of nowhere, I had an urge to smoke a cigarette that I found on the
ground??? Old me would have for sure picked it up and smoked it (because addiction makes me disgusting, I guess), but thank god I have more self respect now and was able to shake it off and keep walking. Didn't even break stride, but still - the thought popped up. Our brains are simply used to thinking in certain automatic patterns according to specific cues, and while this is generally exceedingly helpful, when it comes to breaking a habit it can be a bit of an albatross. What did you ultimately do with those two smokes?