I am so worried and upset, I have been vomiting for days! Even taking an extra Klonopin during the day, something I do NOT like to do just to stop the shaking and terror. My brothers fiance is still in the hospital, she is slowly coming out of her coma, which is good news, but its going to be a long painful slow recovery, I talk to my brother every night and he is so depressed and drinking heavily, I pray she will live and make it and my brother. Also mu husband has to work double shifts this weekend which means little or no sleep and he still plans to take my son to a fourth of July celebration, he will have hardly any sleep and he will be drinking and I fear for my sons safety, I have begged him just to stay home and be safe, and he accuses me of trying to ruin his and my sons holiday, I think his lack of sleep and some beers are a legitimate concern! I am a wreck with vomiting and panic. I dropped off my prescription for Paxil today, I feel so angry my husbands forcing me to take it again, I pray he will not have an accident of the Fourth of July and hurt my son, I hate holidays because of my husbands shift-work and drinking, he is putting our son in danger and I am so angry and anxiety-ridden. PLease pray for our safety {my sons} and Holly my brothers fiance, I cannot believe my husband is putting this stress on us when I am so very worried about Holly, the nerves are eating my stomach up, I even vomited blood! I am sorry to vent, I just hope and pray noone dies this holiday, I HATE these feelings, I am even having chest pains and pains down my arm which does not normally happen. I hope everyone has a safe good Fourth, prayers would help. Thanks for listening, am I overeacting to my husband drinking and driving with out sleep with my son, I do not think so, I just pray it rains and they stay home safe, he said he would not drink much but I know many people die on the road on holiday weekends, boy am I a worried mess or what? Thanks guys, God bless, Debbie.