Hi guys, I have had 2 experiences with panic -- the first time was 3 years ago and they lasted for several months, and the second time is now, and it's been happening for a little over a month.
So 3 years ago, I was getting BAD panic attacks. I was living away from home on a 4 month work-term. For a couple of months, I didn't know what to do and I could barely get through each day. I wasn't suicidal but I didn't see the point of living since life really sucked -- each minute was SO hard to get through, especially at work!!! So finally, I heard that panic attacks can actually be caused by, or they can actually cause, a chemical imbalance in your brain (with your levels of seratonin).
Since I had scheduled a visit home, I decided that I would go to my family doctor who knows me, and who doesn't easily give out medication (like some doctors who medicate you for everything). I prayed that if God wanted me to go on medication, that the doctor would give it to me, and that if not, that he'd say I don't need medication (which I could see him doing). I described my symptoms to him, and he explained the same thing to me that I'd heard -- that seratonin is the chemical in your body that controls your stress levels, and if a really stressful situation happens in your life, it can cause a chemical imbalance in your brain. So he said he would put me on Paxil to help restore these levels.
It helped SOOOOOOOOO much and I am SO glad that I went on it. It did take several weeks to kick in. Just knowing that the Paxil would eventually help me, gave me hope and helped me get through the days without feeling so depressed like "will I ever be better".
I did go through worries though, but after talking to people, I found REALLY good answers, and I will share them with you -- hopefully they help you!
One worry was that I was "crazy" or whatever for needing to be on this medication. But since it's a physical thing (in your brain), then there's nothing wrong with taking medication for it -- if you had pneumonia, you wouldn't hesitate to take medication to heal yourself, so it's no different.
My other big worry was "what if I have to be on this for the rest of my life?!?". My friend said that just because it's for anxiety, it doesn't matter -- tons of people need g