Okay, here goes...
I had a panic attack a week ago. I've since been experiencing all the usual symptoms that occur after a full-blown attack, and I have recieved some much appreciated support from you guys.
As I said before, I am a musician. Music is not only my career, but it's what always keeps me going. It's the air I breathe, and I'm suffocating without it. Let me explain... I have a collection of CD's that have changed my life, and have always given me chills whenever I put them on. However, since my panic attack a week ago, it seems like a part of me has died. I listen to music, but it's as if my mind doesn't register it. It's like it's just noise, and I have no reaction to it. I can't listen to music, let alone play my own! Why is this happening!!!!??????