I am doing okay. I had my surgery yesterday afternoon and it went well. It actually went better then my first D&C. I am off work until Tuesday and just taking it easy. I am really bummed that this happened again. But I am glad that my doctor will look into it. Some doctors make you wait until your 3rd miscarriage to test you. But since my 2 were so similar, he said we can run some blood tests to check hormone levels. Hopefully we can find something easy to fix. I am afraid that they won't find anything wrong. That is my biggest fear. Usually I am worrying that something is wrong and now that is what I want. I know that alot of women have unexplained miscarriages and I am very afraid of that. I think that worry id kind of overshadowing my grief. Its weird. Yesterday before my surgery, I cleaned all morning. Haven't even cried since Monday. Last time all I did was cry. But for now, I am okay and just taking it easy. Thank you for caring. Lauren
