Hi everyone,
I went to the shops yesterday as I had to get some food. I took my son with me because as you all know that I can't go anywhere on my own so my boyfriend was with me to, but my boyfriend doesn't come in to the grocery store as he hates doing grocery's. But I'm okay with that as the entrance to were the grocery store is, is right were I park. So if I have an attack I don't have far to walk to were the car is and my boyfriend is. But I knew I needed someone to come in with me so that's why I took my son and I didn't ask my boyfriend to come in with me because I knew we would have an arguement because he hates and I mean he hates grocery shopping. So anyway I went in there with my son I was doing okay until it came to I had to go on the other side of the store to were the vegetables and fruit was, I just couldn't do it, I look and I thought it's just to far over and to far away from the entrance to were I was parked. I was to scared that I was going to have an attack and I was going to freak out when I had the attack so I just avoided going there. So I didn't get any fruit and vegetables. I feel so down I'm letting myself down and also my children, It depresses me because I can't take my children to places like fun parks and so on that are about half an hour down the road, I have to rely on my brother when he comes to see me and he takes them to all these things.
Ruby :(
