Original Post by: Humble
I smoked too much while watching movies so when I went to bed I couldn't
sleep,- endorphines on a roll. The good thing is that I got down to 17 all day
yesterday. Myth of Sisyphus, up one step; back down two. I really am experimenting and
is fact that my life has been a constant high on addictions of one sort and
another; not living in the real world but rather a world of defense mechanisms
and fantasies. That trip to be so tough while in actual fact a cream puff
mentality throughout the journey. The question now, Is there a real, me behind
the facade and will I like her after recovery. Remains to be seen.
I smoked too much while watching movies so when I went to bed I couldn't
sleep,- endorphines on a roll. The good thing is that I got down to 17 all day
yesterday. Myth of Sisyphus, up one step; back down two. I really am experimenting and
is fact that my life has been a constant high on addictions of one sort and
another; not living in the real world but rather a world of defense mechanisms
and fantasies. That trip to be so tough while in actual fact a cream puff
mentality throughout the journey. The question now, Is there a real, me behind
the facade and will I like her after recovery. Remains to be seen.
Are thoughts lurking in the back of your head? Is there something troubling you? Write it down. We spoke about journaling and writing down your thoughts and emotions, yet occasionally, there just isn’t the time, so point form!
Have your fun pad and pen near by!
That’s right it is all relative!