Hi Gina,
I just wanted to say that you are not alone. I've had my sample packs of Zoloft for about 6 weeks now, and still can't bring myself to take it. I'll have a descent day or two and try to convince myself that I don't need to take it. When the reality is that I am scared to death to take them because of the side effects.
I don't know what to do either, there were several times that I actually thought about going in the hospital or inpatient to get started on them.
I do think the zoloft would probably help both of us. The anticipation and worry about the the side effects is a big problem for me. I too, read all the things on the internet about side effects and people's experiences from zoloft.
Logically I do realize that all the people, and I am sure there are alot who are doing well, find no need to post on the internet.
I know when my anxiety and panic are bad, that's when I stay on the internet looking at message boards, whatever I can find. I think if I was doing really well, no anxiety or depression, I wouldn't have the need to do that.
I would be living my life instead of worrying myself into a frenzy everyday. Maybe a small dose, but check with your doctor first, as to the lowest dose that you could start with would help. I've thought about doing that, but still have bit the bullet yet.
I just wanted to let you know I am going through the medicine worry also, which has increased my anxiety. Have you tried therapy? I've been a few times, and it really is helping. I still have a long way to go and am sure I would benefit from medication, I just wanted to try the therapy first and see if I could go that route before I take the zoloft.
Becky
