Outlaw, I am with you partner.... iwas on elavil and old antidepressant and it gave me high liver enzymes so had to quit.. Before that it was Lexapro,it didn't like me either. Valium helps but I hate to take it unless I really have to. I don't know what to do other then go to Therapy which I enjoy. But was hoping to get back to being my oldself ... BUt it is true, Each day even with anxiety, or depersonalization or OCD or whatever is better then nothing at all at least I can be with the freinds and family God gave me. In the Bible it tell us to thank God for All things, who know why we have this but I guess God is preparing us for something special. I know it is a burden,but we can lay our burdens at Gods feet and have faith that he will get us through this. He can and he will. Peace be with you!
KC