Hello,
I've been suffering from an anxiety disorder for about two months now. It started with a bang, and a trip to the emergency room, because I thought I was dying. I'm sure many of you can relate. I was given 0.5mg of Xanax in the ER, and my doctor continued the prescription at 0.25mg twice a day ever since.
Prior to the trip to the ER, I never knew I suffered from anxiety. I had plenty of stress in my life from work and what not, but I never considered myself anxious. I don't have any "fears" per say. My "panic" attacks seem to be brought on by build up, rather than event triggered. Of course, my therapist and I are both delving into the dark corners of my mind to see if this truly is the case.
What I'm posting about today, more than anything, is the affect my anxiety (and Xanax possibly) is having on my workouts at the gym. Both my therapist and doctor agree that the gym is theraputic both mentaly and physically.
I've worked out my whole life, to one extent or another. Up until I was about 25, when my workouts slowly begin tapering off until they ceased to exist. This was a simple cause and affect of life and dedicating my time to work and family instead of myself - the eventual cause of my anxiety, to be sure.
Anyhow, when I workout now, I sweat profusely with hardly any exertion. I get out of breath easily, can feel my heart pounding, and by the end of my 45-min workout, I often feel as though I cannot catch my breath - like there is a weight on my chest. This feeling of breathlessness, often triggers a minor panic attack, because I'm afraid I will faint. This of course leads to dizziness, and a harder time to breath, which usually culminates in me sitting down and trying with all my might not to pass out in front of everyone.
Bottom line is, it's not fun at all! I used to love working out, and can remember being able to exert myself to a much greater degree without ever feeling like I was short of breath or dizzy.
Is this anxiety (xanax)? Or am I on the verge of having a heart attack? When I went to the ER, they did a full workup on the EKG, chest X-rays, blood tests, you name it. Everything came back perfect, which is why they concluded it was an axiety attack. Still, I wonder if something else is wrong.
Anyone else experience