Hi, Do I dare say it, I have had 2 good days! Especially today, no panic and no crying and actually wanted to "join the living again" I am NOT taking the Zoloft and have not yet started the Paxil, other than the low-dose Klon at night I have been alright. I do not know what this feeling is but I pray God it lasts! I have to attribute this feeling "semi-normal" again to this wonderful site and all the great people who have consoled me, comforted me and replied to me, I know that helped me so much, Zoloft is a great med just perhaps not for me. I may panic tomm {hope not} but I am soooooooo grateful for this 2-day break from the shaking and crying, I know in my heart God and the members of this site are healing and helping me, the last 2 months I have been a mess and the replies and e-mails I recieved so much helped. Crystal I will e-mail you later tonight when I finally get my son to bed. I will never be anxiety or panic free but if I could just "function" at a somewhat normal level I could live with that, to all the people who go out every day and work jobs, you are the ones I admire and I think you are all very strong. Thank you so much. Debbie.