Dear Crystal, I cried when I read your post. Please call me tonight if you need me and want to talk, I am here for you, we can talk and you cry, vent and whatever you want, I am here for you, as you were for me. You are NOT a fool, you cannot turn love on and off like a switch, you were with this man a long time and feelings cannot be stopped overnight. By what you say his life without you is not going good he is probably remorseful and guilty and he deserves to be, I probably sound harsh towards him, but I despise what he did to you. Perhaps he is having second thoughts about the break-up, if he wants to get back together he must promise NOT to leave and be there for you, sickness and health and for better and for worse! YOu have done nothing wrong, extending a Easter dinner invitation is not wrong, he was out of town so he did not get it. Cry it out, that helps, say "I am going to cry 30 minutes for him and thats it" that is all the time he deserves. Remember this is NOT your fault, you have done nothing wrong, he is the one who did wrong, not you. I am here to e-mail, post or call, I am up late, please I am here for you Crystal. I am praying for you, this will pass I know it will. GOd bless. Debbie.
