Grace, Your bath sounds great! I like Lavender too I wear that scent and jasmine. I am sorry you had a bad week, I know my paxil withdrawel was rough, I tried Lexapro alot of people I know love it and do well, I was not one of them, I had chest pains shortness of breath and headaches, I just wonder through if it was just the Paxil withdrawal doing it and not the Lexapro. I loved Paxil I gained weight through, it was great for my anxiety, I hate the Zoloft I am going to beg my nurse to take me off it, it wires me and does not help, Klonopin is my god-sent, I use to take just one at night, now I take 1/2 during the day sometimes, something I said I would never do. I am still having cramps and little "stabbing shooting pains" in my side, trying real hard to ignore but its hard, I am gonna take my Klon soon and some cheese and milk and try to sleep, waiting for my clothes in the dryer to dry, I wish I had a rewarding job like you, its an important one, your girls sound great, I have one little son, I adore him, he keeps me going! I am trying to push scary thoughts out of my head tonight, you helped me talking me out of ectopic preg, I tell you when my mind races it goes 400 miles a minute! Talk to you soon Grace! Prayers and hugs, Debbie.