Lauren, Thanks for being concerned about me. I had a very bad day about 3:00 I went to bed and did not get out hardly. I lived in CLeveland so I know the weather can be dismal sometimes. Please let me know about your therapy appt. I have worked myself into a frenzy, I have convinced myself I have all the symptoms of advanced ovarian cancer, I have to stay off the iternet. I have no appetite, exhaustion, pain in my stomach and back, I urinate alot, change in bowels etc... I am convinced I am going to die, then I worry the preg test was wrong and the symptoms are ectopic! The painc is stemming from health concerns, my husband thinks I am a "hypocrocdriac" I guess thats and easy out for him. I put my email address in one of my earlier posts for you, Grace, Crystal, GIna, etc.... I probably should NOT have done that due to spam but my thinking has not been straight, if you want to e-mail me directly. I am going to try and walk with my son and dog tonight and help him with his homework. My stomach is cramping so badly, I feel like my period is starting for a month now! The pain is bad, but the fear of what it is, something fatal is worse, God I wish I could just stop this "stinking thinking" as my friend calls it. I hope you had a good therapy session, please let me know, please try to eat, dry toast and gingerale or coke helps me, I usually have a big appetite so this no appetite is scaring me, I will NEVER look up ovarian cancer again, it has me terrified I will die and my son will be all alone! I hope to hear from you soon. Hugs and prayers, Debbie.
