Lauren, I just read your post on the other discussion. You said you have praying for your unborn baby? Are you pregnant? If you are I am so very happy for you!! I will pray for you and the baby. This is very exciting news how wonderful for you. Thank you for your letter, I am better now, for some strange reason nightime is better than days for me and I don't understand it. I went to church tonight, colored eggs with son, prepared his Easter basket and I am making a ham dinner tomm, I feel much much better, I am going to practice "cope and calm" church was so beautiful tonight, I lit a candle for everyone on this great site. Please let me know about the baby, just reading your post and your words to me what a wonderful Mother you will make! Happy Easter Lauren. Debbie.