Thank you Grace and Slinky, I am trying to calm myself down, I almost called 911 out of desperation, I am still not feeling well I am making some dry noodles to eat and some milk and maybe a nap, I feel like the bottom has fallen out, I never normally act so hysterical, I am trying to hide this from my son. Grace, the Zoloft does not help, I have begged my nurse to put me back on Paxil and she will not I gained 65 pounds in a year on it, I have lost 50 of it so far, Lexapro did not help, shortness of breath, chest pains and headaches, the Klonopin helps but then I get weepy and depressed, I know it is a downer, I worry about over-dosing accidently because of its long half life and building up in my system, how much can you take a day a safe dose? If you call 911 can they acess you at home without taking you to ER, can they tell whats wrong? My husband forbades me from calling 911, but I have tried so hard to get medical help and I cannot, the GYN has not called back and my new Primary care Dr's office sounds like they do not care, I was so sick and begged for an emergency appt and they refused because they are heavily booked. I am going to try to eat a little and lay down, I will write later and let you know how I am, I apologize Grace, you have a demanding job and 4 children and I know you have a full plate, I am sorry if I bothered you too much, I feel bad. I just so want to feel alive and well again, I am praying very hard to have that be, I do believe in God and I hope he will help me since it seems I cannot help myself, I feel like that commercial " I've fallen and I cannot get up" I don't mean that in a joking funny way, these symptoms of stroke and internal bleeding have me in a tizzy, I felt so good last night, and I am SO disgusted and mad at myself for acting like this. Thank you, Debbie.
