Hi Tk,, yes thiw is one of the toughest things you will do...... I really do recommend "Allen Carr's Easy Way To Quit Smoking" I gre up in a smoking home.... I didn't think I ever would or could quit.. I a a 5+ yr stroke survivor, i even failed quit attempts after a stroke.
Some hints that helped me.. and maybe they will trigger some change in thinking for you:
I had to admit.. I am an addict...just like any other type of addiction.. only difference... government reaps taxes from this legal addiction.. I am a Nicotine addiction. Nicotine and all the other chemicals in there .... will kill me.... like most illegal drugs. How do you deal wth an addiction. YOU STOP USING. so that last cigarette you put in the ash tray... it was Your last.... oh it is an option to smoke.. if you choose to put another one in your mouth.. Do it with the awarness.. that one is never going to be enough... every 30 minutes, or when one of your triggers goes off, you will automatically do this again, and again & again.. you will never be satisified.
Use use tools and programs... figure out the money saved... I bought a new lap top. I bought rewards with the money I saved. I like it now that I smell better.. I can't believe I smelled like that and NEVER knew it OMG (hanging head in embarrassment and shame).
I have more Freedom.. I am not being controlled by a $6.00 pack of weeds and poison. I don;t worry if I have them with me, do I have enough till I get home. Do I have enough money or smokes until next payday. Oh man... we are going where? oh how am I going to sneak out and smoke.... where? oh it's raining and I am huddled under a teeny over hang trying not to get drenched to get a few puffs so this idiot in my head shuts up. man this "best friend sure treats me like crap .. i have to stand in ice and snow to shuthim up ... i can't stay at the party and finish my coffee or conversation.. he is screamng in my ear..... smoke smoke smoke NOW
who is tougher... you or a white stick with some nicotine and poison
Bonnie
My Milage:My Quit Date: 2/10/2008
Smoke-Free Days: 206
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 3,502
Amount Saved: $700.40
Life Gained:Days: 29
Hrs: 13
Mins: 32
Seconds: 21