Well, I made it through the night. Yeah I did it but dang I honestly wanted one last night. I definitely know I dont want to smell like stale smoke but the smell of a lit one will knock one on their feet. Kind of sad also that this lady also was blowing it my way. I dont know if it was on purpose or the way she always smoked. If it was on purpose its because she knows she is literally the ONLY one smoking now in our townhome complex. There are quite a few that live there that have quit over the past two years and well, maybe it was her last effort to have a smoking buddy. I dont want to end up like her either. She is a chain smoker and has had heart surgery, has diabetes and a ton other health problems but refuses to give up the smoke due to "stress". I've used that excuse so many times and it never solved anything.
Anyways, thanks for the encouragement. Not sure why I''m a little down today especially after that but it drained me mentally to fight the urge. Have a wonderful NON smoking day!
Kasi
Careful about bargaining with the adddiction!! It'll get you......NOWHERE... But you know, you fought it off and that's great. It shows that you CAN do this. Don't be afraid, you just have to show that nicodemon that you're the boss now! Get mad! 
Hang in there, you're doing this and it will get easier...Promise.
