I absolutley loved drinking, it made my anxietys disapear, I felt so uninhibited, the opposite of how I feel without alcohol, that is why I loved alcohol so much, it would make me feel less anxious about crossing the street or going on the bus. But recently I was diagnosed with hepatitis c an the doc told me I had to quit alcohol for good. An can not even take my zoloft or any meds, so now I have to deal with my anxiety's an agoraphobia the hard way, I mostly like to stay in. It sucks for now but in the long run alcohol is just hurting us worse, it is not worth it. And pills aren't that great either, it is just more chemicals to depend on. This is something we have to take control of, control our minds or something, I still haven't figured out how to do that.