ok,
this is addded to the post, but alot of this anxiety, simple tasks that stresses me, mainly my mom always kept me back from everything, she never let me grow up, and had rages becuase she didnt know how to cope with things.
I go into overwhelming states on everything, i go blank and almost forget what is happening, then i feel blankness, as if a new file tried to emerge, either two things happen, a complete overload that i am going insane or a very detached feeling.
A warped feeling of sudden confusion, and unknown, this is when i feel on the edge of psychosis.
My parents are fighting right now, im sorry, but i had to post somehting to get it out. Im trying to tune it out.
Sorry, but i would really apprieciate any advice
