My appointment for the cardiologist is on Monday, its to go over all the data on the echo and holter monitor. I am thinking that if he saw anything really wrong (that is if he has looked at it yet) I would have heard by now. Its just tough waiting so long for an answer. Didn't do to badly this week, was able to work all week and for the most part didn't feel too bad. Last night though, I went to bed feeling great, but woke up 1hr later and felt like I couldn't catch my breath, and my heart was pounding. I freaked out a bit, and jumped out of bed and paced for a minute or two. I didn't know if it was a panic attack (something that couldn't make me die) or a heart problem (something that could make me die) so I took a xanax and layed back down, calmed down and fell asleep within 10 minutes of taking it. So I am still not sure if it was a panic attack or not, I just find it so hard to believe it was when I went to bed feeling great. Oh I can't wait until my appt monday. One way or the other, at least I will know