I just recently went through a breakup of a long term relationship and my Dr. committed suicide. I am now seeing a new Dr. in the same office and he wants me to stop taking xanax. I still take 30 paxil a day but I feel so strange lately. I have been working nights for a week and last night i had to leave because I felt horrible. They lock us in at night and everyday was a little harder than the day before. I am going to see the Dr today because I need to go to work but I feel that the thought of being locked in is going to be too overwhelming especially without any xanax. I hope the Dr. will help me. Anyway I just wanted to let go of some of my feelings here. Thanks for being here.
Rose
