I to belive in God i lay it all on him and say this to shall pass..Me too am plauged with disese one after a another its terrible i cant tell the real from the fake..you can overide meds to thats a fact jack i done it for years.So now you wonder is this it heart,gastro,brain anything,i dont have the anwser but me to im right there with you im hardly holding on despite knowing this will end in God's will right.Ive cryed wolf to doctors family,and myself,now im lost,i hope it eases up,i hope that i can control the thoughts good luck..