Hi again, I have just been reading throught the site again and iam finding more and more things i can relate to that i thought was just me being me.Like the restless legs a night,which i am starting to get which i havent had in years,i used to get them when i was very young about 13/14 but never thought much of it.I also have a constant headache most of the time but not like a normal headache,the kind of headace you get from thinking to much and its like the front of my forehead between my 2 eyes is heavy and being pulled down. Alot of people on here talk of gettin PA in cars but iam the opposite this is where i feel most comfortable as no one can get near me or talk to me. One of the other things i get the urge to do in go to the edge of balconys or tall buildings or the like,i dont know why,i feel the balcony pulling me towards it and i want to stand on the outside just to prove to myself its ok,but i never have.Not in a suicidle way or anything just to prove something to myself but i dont know what????? (theres one of my ocds with the question mark i have to do things like that in 2's or 5's lol ) WAITING is one of the things i hate most,it always makes me feel sick,whether its waitng on someone picking me up in a car or waiting in a que/line SHOPPING i have 1 local shop i use 90% of the time for food as i feel comfortable in it and know where everything is,i have never been in a clothes shop or music shop for about 7 years,my clothes are ordered from a catalouge online where i dont have to speak to anyone and my music cd's are mostly from EBay,i pass a musc shop everyday on my way to work and everyday i want to go in(i know it might sound stupid) to buy a cd instead of waitng for it to be delivered from online just to get it there and then. It makes me feel so much better just writing this and if you have read this far the you deserve a medal :) From what i have written above is there cause for concern,i generaly feel there is but just need someone else to tell me and reasure me.I have never spoken to anyone about this or wrote about it so i hope people dont mind if i write more stuff as it comes to me well thanks for reading Mark Scotland