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That's fabulous news!!! I'm SO happy to hear that you're still smoke free! We were all starting to worry about you!
As for it being this way forever, the answer is undoubtedly NO!!!!!! It won't! I promise. I remember thinking that myself as well. For a LONG time, I had that low-level background noise that was never a scream, just a dull whisper that was ALWAYS there. A quit buddy likened it to annoying telemarketers... you know that you're not going to buy, but it's still annoying nonetheless (my appologies to any telemarketers out there). But I promise you that it DOES go away! It does! Eventually, you will get to a point where smoking is a far distant memory that you don't think of except every week or two. Yes, it takes a while to get there, and it's a slow process, but it WILL happen.
I'm glad your husband isn't cheating anymore. That's great news! I'm sure that was hard for you to deal with. Just keep supporting each other, and hopefully soon, you BOTH will be comfortable ex-smokers. In the meantime, just hang in there... you really are doing great!
Crave the Quit!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]6/17/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 752
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 18,800
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $3,105.76
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 53 [B]Hrs:[/B] 1 [B]Mins:[/B] 32 [B]Seconds:[/B] 10