Thanks ladies,(i guess i am assuming that you are a lady, mylast;but I do know that you are a fellow mayflower)
As soon as I saw your post Lainey, i went out and bought some B complex. I have only taken it for one day. i am so bad about taking my supplements. I am going to start taking them to work with me and take a few on every break.
I do not know if it is a word aloha, but right now, i feel like my nationality IS emotionality. Maybe I am suffering from empty nest syndrome? I miss when my children were younger and i cry. Back when I was in the midst of householding with my 4 children, so many times I felt overwhelmed; it was so much work. Could be a case of "the grass is greener".I do remember longing for the day when i could just hop in the car and go to the grocery store, instead of hauling 3 kids with me. That time has come and I miss my past. (except for the smoking) Depression makes the simplest tasks seem like so much work. I probably should have been taking medication long before I finally did. I feel so stupid about this at times. I really do have so much to be thankful for. My children are all doing well. I have a good job. I am separated from my hubby, but we are still close friends. (he is a heavy smoker) I have a nice condo and am in good health. But, I can not deny how I feel.
I appreciate your empathy. I am going to start taking the B complex faithfully. And, my last, if have anything interesting to share from your dr., I would love to hear about it; as I will share what my dr. says also. More tears. I did find an old post. i believe the name was "let them fall". It is about the cleansing power of tears and how a stress relieving hormone is involved with crying. i will find it again and let you all know. Thanks for the support.
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[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]5/26/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 16
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 384
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $80.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 2 [B]Hrs:[/B] 7 [B]Mins:[/B] 6 [B]Seconds:[/B] 28