Hi all,
Well, Saturday went okay , as well! NO SMOKING! My roommate even threw a small surprise bday party for me. when I walked in from work, SURPRISE! some of my closest friends were on my patio. I had some good munchies, german chocolate cake, and 2 drinks. Now, that I think about it; smoking did not cross my mind very much at all! Out of about 12 people, only 4 of them smoked! In previous quits, I would have been soooo miserable, crawling out of my skin, wanting to smoke sooo badly, probably looking for some way to sneak a cig without my friends knowing about it. (first I would of had to steal the cig from someone's pack). Why was I so much more comfortable last night? Wow, I am so thankful that this is getting easier for me. I've gone through such hell in previous quits; horrible cravings, depression, isolating myself, not wanting to do ANYTHING, waiting out the long days until I could finally find an excuse to have a cig again. What denial I was in! I know that I am very early in this quit, but I may have started being able to see the light at the end of the addiction tunnel. That deserves some tears of JOY!
new me
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]5/26/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 8
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 192
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $40.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 3 [B]Mins:[/B] 59 [B]Seconds:[/B] 59