OK 3RD TIME TRYING TO POST THIS WITHOUT IT FREEZING!
I went to my regular doctor today & he was trying to give me some encouragement because he knew I was hospitalized but the whole time we had the conversation my entire body tensed up, then when I walk to the window to wait for the script I feel horrible & can't wait to get the hell out of the office, then the feeling stays with me the whole time home!
I have the most horrible time standing up (especially in lines) but basically anytime without feeling all tense, dizzy, faint, having to move around, having to hold on to things sometimes, I can barely even sit still either!!
It's been going on 6 years I have been this way & it just never stops. I hate this disorder & all the nice symptoms that go along with it but my life in general & having this is really getting to me. Why has it got to be such a **** task just to do a NORMAL EVERYDAY THING LIKE STANDING UP?!!
On top of all this I've been having pain in my legs & feet from having a fractured foot & working on it, now for the longest I've been walking like one leg is longer then the other...
I MUST BE CURSED!!!!!!!!!!!
