Dear Smiley,
I can understand your frustration. While panic disorder is a serious and somewhat complex problem, there are many effective treatments available. In fact, 70 to 90 percent of people are able to manage their panic with proper therapy or a combination of therapies. Finding the right therapist is key, and you should keep looking for a therapist who understands your frustrations. We all know how frustrating this be, but there are therapists out there who can give you the help you need. The key is to stay positive and keep looking-you may want to call your local hospital or public health unit, let them know your history, and ask them for a suitable reference.
Susanne