Hi everyone. I am feeling pretty lost, so hope there will be some input from you guys after reading my post.
I do not know if I have Anxiety Disorder. For one, I am curious to know if Anxiety Disorder and Panic Disorder are two different problems, or are they the same?
This is because I don't know if I ever had a Panic Attack, but I sure do show lots of Anxiety symptoms, the most significant being lots of stupid, silly and unimportant worries. Also, I have a problem with my temper and moods. I get irritable very easily.
Maybe I should describe some of the incidents that I wonder if they are Panic Attacks.
1) One time few years back I was lying on my bed preparing to sleep. Suddenly, I felt as though something is pressing down on me. I couldn't move, felt short of breath, as though somebody is suffocating me. I felt like I was going to die anytime. I wanted to shout out for my family but couldn't. Nothing came out of my mouth. The whole thing lasted less than 10 mins.
2) I had numerous times when I had chest pains, lasting for less than 10 minutes each time. But for the past few months there had been no such incidents. It used to happen as often as twice or thrice a week. Once I went to see my doctor about this, but after some scans it seemed that there was nothing physically wrong with me other than a slightly higher than normal blood pressure.
3) A few weeks before I had an incident when I just quarreled with my girlfriend and was feeling very bad. I was on the subway with her and she was ignoring me. I felt very irritated and angry. For about 20 minutes I was breathing heavily, feeling very confused, just grabbing tightly onto the grabpole in the train, not able to think properly or control myself.
I am so confused because I do not have regular Panic Attacks which is the case with my friends who have Anxiety Disorder.
Also, I used to see a psychiatrist a few years back. That time, I had trouble sleeping, had depression and had funny actions like trying to hurt myself by banging my head against the wall, etc. However, this time, I feel depressed and very worrisome but there are no extermities like unable to sleep, hurting myself or other crazy stuff.
So, please tell me what you think. What problem do I have? I will be going to th