just over a year and a half ago, I took some lsd and had a near death experience, for over 4 months later I could not sleep for the fear of dying, on top of that during the day anything would freak me out, I also get a sinking (joing into things!?!?!) feeling, and a feeling that everything is gonna stop!?!, also all muscle spasms in my legs, arms and back, my neck is sore all the time and my back is always tense, hands and head where going numb, throat closing over, and my stomach is sore on and off, i went onto Seroxat for 6mnths, but had to stop these as the side affects where worse than thr panic attacks!!!, after I came off the Seroxat, i felt ok for a few months, but still had problems with my neck and back, so i decided to go out clubbing and took some Exctasy, big mistake, half way through the night I got a bit panicky, so left the club, then thought "i won't let it beat me", so went back in, started dancing, then an hour after that i felt something in my neck go, and my head was feeling as if it was getting squashed and the pulled, so had to sit down, now a month onwards the panic attacks have came back, but not as intense as with the lsd, but, this is whats getting me, i feel these things come on, but mentally im not panicking, i get a bit wound up or even angry, the thing is, physically, it seems to wreck me, my neck and back, hands and head are left very sore, but mentally i'm not that worried, it has left me being a bit unsociable, but its coming back, as im a dj, and i played out last week to a full club and loved it, I think im doing quite well, as i've dealt with it myself, and i am getting stronger, but im going to a therapist this week to get me over the final hurdle (I hope)
