Happy Birthday! I hope that you're feeling better than you were earlier! Hope that your friends came by and cheered you up! If your family is incapable of love, which seems to be the case, you only hurt yourself by expecting them to be something different. Some people are not able to give us what we need, and family can be the worst as you should be able to expect love and consideration from them. But if they can't or won't, stop looking for it there. It's like opening a can of pork and beans and being depressed because it's not full of chocolate syrup! You have a family of pork and beans and everytime you open that can, they will still be pork and beans. Love your friends, they choose to love you, they don't have to, they want to. Accept their love and fill your heart with that! Happy Birthday!
