Just do it!!!
I wouldn't, but I have agarophobia. I always think if someone I know dies I will have to go to the funeral. No way!
But you know what I figured out, just thinking about it makes it worse, once you get there you will be fine. Trust me, I go out only to the corner store and to bring my daughter to school a mile away. When I am driving to the store all these thoughts are going through my head, but then when I get in the store and start talking, I feel so much better. Those feelings go away.
Do you have xanax?
Just try it, what's the worst that can happen?
good luck take care