I think when you worry about what everyone else thinks about what you are going through it just adds more stress. You might want to print some of the panic info out from this site and let them read it, it might help them understand a little. But I have found that not many people understand what it€™s like unless they have been through it personally.
I get tired of waking up everyday and feeling so alone in all this. Like its one big secret. I'm not a nut. I do everything I can. I can't describe how I feel really. I feel lost. Its hard to try to fix this mess and every little step is going somewhere but it sure is a lonely trip. I cant talk to my folks, it makes them uncomfortable which makes me uncomfortable and hurts my feelings.well im gonna go. I just wish others knew how hard it was to live everyday like none of this every happens. right or wrong it is to do it this way. im confused with how to do it any other. :|
