Hey Loana,
I know what its like, I can't hold a job down at the moment either, I was a full time student up until my relapse 2 weeks ago, I haven't quit but I just can't go at the moment.
I know from experience that we can't expect to be comfortable doing things straight away, it takes time and sometimes lots of it.
I wouldn't have been able to drive down for a swim by myself today, no way I'm so hypersensitive right now its not funny, actually looking outside is really scarey, REALLY!!!
Actually just leaving my house to check my letter box is a really big deal right now but I know and I keep on reminding myself that I'm very senstive right now, my senses are all hightened cause I'm anxious and although I'm feeling this way it won't last forever, etc, its sometimes really helpful for me to talk myself through it like I was a 4 year old child.
Like you wouldn't say to your 4 year old child, hey you! just get over it and do it, etc, you have to love it and be kind and gentle.
Anyway I'm still learning and hanging in there so I hope this helps you too!
Thinking of you and sending you some "Good Vibes"
Angela :)
