Hi Kim,
I read your message, but wasn't sure if you had literally been hit by a truck!
As for being hit by the panic train, i definitely know how that feels. Somedays the train has more cars than others, but it always feels like time stands still, and its so hard to pick yourself up after that. Its discouraging when you feel like you're doing ok, but then something like that happens.
p.s. I can't believe that you didn't take any meds!!! I don't know if i could have been that strong!!