Hi, Maria,
This is a new website, so I imagine it may take a fw ays for the thing to catch on with others, meantime, if you don't mind, we can discus many things.
I was most interested in your imagery of the "cloud". great analogy. I undertand the feeling, only I feel like this on a temporary basis. The most it lasts is a day or two. It may be here more, it is just that I have gotten used to being in the house so much, and I am so restricted as to what I able to do..it does not bother me any longer.
I have this computer, and my TV, and my talent to get me thru. If I could only have my spine repaired..I need another miracle. maria..please send some positive energy to me if you can sare a little.
I am thrilled that you were able to work thru those emons, and that you have made such great progress. You know there are a lot of people that never come back from that. I know you are aware of this, and I know that you know I care. There are lots of different kinds of suffering..eh?
If you don't mind me asking, what is your new job? I'll bet you are thrilled.. and I am sorry I canot help you with employment matters.
I remember when I had to dal in the Casino..I was so nervous I had to take a pill every 4 hrs just to tap in on that **** game. I had panic disorder very badly from when I was a little girl. Back then, they called it "stage fright". it was not recognized as a disease.
I can tell you about the dealers' job though, if you want.
I used to love to garden, and up until this past summer, I had a gorgeous garden. people would stop and knock on the door, just to tll me how great it looked..or leave me a note, that they drove by, I wasn't home and they sat on my dock and "enjoyed". There are nice ones left zi suppose...I think most are around here.
Please write I enjoy..