I am so trying to hold on to my quit. All day my husband and I were on each other's last nerve. I am not sure I can hold on much longer as my husband gave up his quit because he was not going to let this ruin our marriage. Me, well I'm thinking of going to the doctors for a different type of med as I'm not really having nicotine withdrawal, it was DEPRESSION. It scared me at how low I felt and I really didn't care about my marriage or anything else at the moment. My emotions are on such a roller coaster at times I could be alright, and the next second crying then right after that laughing again, then yelling. I just dont understand my emotions. My stomach is in knots and I haven't calmed down all day. The problem I'm running into is: the doctors office isn't open till Monday, its only Saturday, and my emotions are running real thin. I know if I take one puff, I will be back to smoking as I have come to the realization that I can't have just one. My husband said he could and he just wanted one to relax his nerves and well, he has smoked more than "just one". One of the ideas was to "avoid the situation" . How am I suppose to avoid my husband? We used to sit outside and watch the sunset. Well, he's out there enjoying the sunset with a smoke. Depressing, that is all I can say about everything. :8o:
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 6/7/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 10
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 273
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $40.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 23 [B]Mins:[/B] 8 [B]Seconds:[/B] 23
