Hi, VASmurfie. Congratulations on 2 weeks quit. That is a fantastic accomplishment. :)
At this point, questioning your quit and feeling lonely is very normal. The "rush" of the initial quit is over and you've been pretty beat up over the last two weeks, both physically and emotionally.
Now you're entering a time of "blahs". You'll question your quit and begin missing your old "friend". Let the grieving begin. That may last a week, or so, but it is temporary. Just keep in mind why you quit in the first place. Like Lady and Lucy said, write your reasons down and carry them with you.
Also, remember the bad of smoking; the stink, eyes burning when smoke got in them, coughing, panic when you realize you are out of smokes or won't be able to smoke for some time, etc. You will tend to start forgetting the bad and only remembering the "good". Do not let that happen, VASmurfie.
You've got a good quit going. Hang in there, it does get better and it is SO worth it.
Shevie
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 5/23/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 240
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 4,811
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $912
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 44 [B]Hrs:[/B] 20 [B]Mins:[/B] 19 [B]Seconds:[/B] 58
