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I start my new quit tomorrow!!!!
2 months ago, I gave in to the demon after 107 days and I have been scratching and clawing my way back to making a firm commitment again. It has been difficult, but I am here with a renewed COMMITMENT to myself and my quit. I will protect it at all costs.
I also have renewed my DETERMINATION...to make this my final quit. I am really tired of banging my head against the wall. No need to do that anymore.
What worked for me then was making a CHOICE...every time and in every situation and with every emotion.
I will not give in and I will not give up. I am an addict and always will be.
"Like Diamonds, but without the sparkle, addictions are forever."
Before I lost my quit, I was tired of fighting. I thought I had become addicted to the SCC and started to back away. BIG MISTAKE. Funny... since then I haven't gone very far away at all, just lurking in the background these last few weeks, trying to get my head out of the smoky clouds. I can see daylight now and reality. Smoking Sucks and I WANT OUT!!!
I chose this as my quit date because I am on vacation and planned it so that I could take all the time I need this week to focus on HELL WEEK...one minute at a time.
With the SCC support family and my DESIRE TO BE FREE, I will be successful in my Quest for FREEDOM!!!!
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CHOICE
DETERMINATION
FREEDOM
Just thought I would run this by you!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/17/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 97
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,951
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $727.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 15 [B]Hrs:[/B] 21 [B]Mins:[/B] 35 [B]Seconds:[/B] 59