Hi everybody,
Please remind me again what are the advantages (except health issues) of quitting. Because now I am really questioning my decision to quit. I am very unhappy, very depressed, very tired, very unfocused, very forgetful, very bitter, very angry; not very fat, but will probably get there. And this is all on day 29. How much more? I am 57 years old. Will I have to live like that until I am 60, 70? If yes, than what am I gaining, except weight? I can totally understand younger people's quest for not smoking. But at my age? What do I have to look for? Every day struggle with Nicodemon? Every day depression and anger? I know that it will go away eventually, but I don't have luxury of time. I know that you will say that this is junkie talking and it probably is. But this how I feel. I am not saying that I will start smoking again in a few minutes or hours. I am just questioning timing of my quit. To me it is too late in life to really enjoy advatages. I am probably wrong, but his my honest opinion.
Thank you for listening.
Alexa
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 3/10/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 28
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 284
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $98
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 3 [B]Hrs:[/B] 22 [B]Mins:[/B] 49 [B]Seconds:[/B] 54
