well, i don't post often at all, but i tonight i had the real test....i have not had a butt in 24 days, of course with some craving, but doing quite alright, and tonight my grandmother died and this is the first time i have ever had something hit me and i don't have that crutch.
You should know that i am not torn up over the death, really never had much of a relationship with her, but that in itself is affecting me, and not having that cig, well - it's just weird, and of couse i have a friend that tells me in an IM that she's going to go smoke one - that was a bit annoying.
i have no plan hop over to the store, but the thought does hit me every so often (that great pit of the stomach feeling that last only seconds, but man does it do a job), god a drag would be (nasty, gross, disgusting, unhealthy, not worth having to quit all over again) nice!
oh well, just had to vent - sorry to all if you read this!! i'll get over it. take care, and remember - if i can do it......u can too! NO MORE BUTTS!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/19/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 24
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 289
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $84
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 16 [B]Mins:[/B] 19 [B]Seconds:[/B] 44
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Quit Meter
$11,456.00
Amount Saved
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Quit Meter
Days: 368
Hours: 6
Minutes: 49
Seconds: 2
Life Gained
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Quit Meter
3580
Smoke Free Days
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Quit Meter
28,640
Cigarettes Not Smoked
