Hi, I have been feeling depressed for the last 2 years now. Although I think I am getting better compared to the last 2 years but still not 100 percent from what I used to be. I was outgoing, carefree and actually do not believe in depression until it happened to me in the beginning of 2015. I've been reading posts and advice from this site in which I started to apply to myself. They do help in improving my situation but still feel this emptiness once in a while. There are still anxiety and fear every morning when I wake up or I should say that keeps me awake the whole night once in a while. The sad part is that I cannot identify what I am scared about and where does my fear comes from. I just feel that way.
Praying and believing in God is what keeps me going with my day to day life.