m, you are not alone! I felt bad for being depressed and anxious in the summer when I should be feeling my best as well. From what I can see for myself it's a chemical thing. In 2 days after I started smoking again, I'm happy, and things are going good, I'm getting problems solved at work and I'm able to concentrate, eat, sleep and be happy again. I'm back to looking at the positive instead of dwelling on the negative.
I went to see the coucellor Thursday, and she said she didn't think I needed therapy, that I had done so much work on my own, and that I had processed my "past" very well. It's like I'm a different person, when smoking and not smoking. It's so weird to me.
I don't know if I will ever quit smoking, or have the courage again to try, this episode has scared me away from trying it again. I know you quit a few years back, I'm curious if you had a major depressive or anxiety episode with that, and if so, what did you do about it?
what about your meds? can your dr. adjust your meds at all, so you can get feeling better?
Laura