Thanks for your feedback. You are right Strength 18, it depends a lot on what a person does about it. And I want to get better. I went to the hospital the other night, and the doctor told me that once I start the meds again, it'll take at least 2 weeks to even start feeling better. And that I might feel worse before I feel better.. and another few weeks after reaching maximum dose. Plus she told me that for these few weeks that I should not hesitate to take my Clonazepam for the increased anxiety. She also assured me that if I take the same meds I was on, if they worked then they will work again. I also had her refer me to the mental health clinic, where I can get care of doctors, psychiatrists & counselors. That means free counseling which is good. I didnt think I needed counseling, but I'm sure it can't hurt. So that's the good news. Thanks again, ;) FF Oh and also I want to do this program, but my printer is put away so I can't print the first homework lol. Will have to work on that ;).