Dear Mam,
I feel better when u gave me reply. Mam, I would like to share my thoughts in my mind last eight years!
Mam, I have done diploma in electrical engineer after 10th standard (in India), during this time in our state one rule that which one done 12th science std and then done diploma they are elegible for Bechelor of engneering, but now problem create in my life that that rule is change and new rule is any one diploma holder done degree. means no importance whether done 12th or not.
Now i take admission in degree engeneer, during this time some parents done case in court that after 10th deploma do not elegible for degree, after this all reading in newspaper i confused and my thoughts changed and during all day i cryed and nothing interest, now when i seting for study in my mind automatic thought produce like someone says that u can not studied because of u r not done 12th science, this thought contonuesly in my mind and i can not read all my study and my head done verymuch pain , i m blank mind.
mam, after this all my dad consult me psycriatist and gave me all medications, then i feel better but i left my degree engineer and my career stop. mam i have got 72% marks in my diploma in electrical engr. but in degree i m fail.
mam during these thoughts i have social phobia and in job all are said me u r very fearfull
mam, during this depression in my mind one image continue in my mind and because of i m very fearful.
mam, now in ending of 2010 following medications prescribe me and all of these medications i feel very better and some self confidance return, but i have servive my career. how can i success in my job? my relationship ?
my medications is Pramipex 0.5 (pramipexole dihydrechloride) (1 0 1 )
Respin LS (risperidone and trihexyphenidyle) (0 0 1)
Serta-100 (sertaline hydrochloride BP) (1 0 1)
clonil 75 SR (clomipramine HCL sustained release) (1/2, 0 , 1)
these medications working for me,
mam, during these time all these thoughts are wrong that was i know but i can not manage these thoughts without medications, so madam please help me, i want to healty and fit
Thanks for reading these all my poor english but i find ray of hope from this site, so i explain all this so give me some advice.