Hi there, I'm relatively new to this site, I had been on it years ago, what a great site. I find now that I'm here for different reasons. It's funny how there are stages in depression, you deal with one part of it and then there's another level of it you need to deal with. It's interesting, but very frustrating. I find I get very overwhelmed easily, therefore I totally pysch myself out, become "bummed", and then I don't do anything which of course, leads to depression. This Christmas, I decided to host dinner, and everyone decided to come home (which is nice, don't get me wrong), but I found I wasn't checking to make sure I had enough dishes, cutlery, I was baking the day of, we were shopping days before...I just found myself out of control, therefore becoming more depressed and not wanting to do anything. Everything went ok, but I'm glad that it's done. Does this make sense???