Hi Avenstar,
Welcome to the site. Thanks for taking the time to share your introduction here with us.
You asked in your post, who would want to help you - we all would! That is why we are all here. Members here truly understand what it is like to live with feelings of depression.
Regarding your work dilemma, you have to do what is most important for you and your well being. Fellow members will be by shortly to share their thoughts on this. Maybe if someone has been in a similar employment situation, please share what worked (or did not work) for you.
Feel free to roam the site at your own pace. If you haven't already checked it out, we have a very informative free online program designed to help you with your depression.
We look forward to hearing from you again soon,
Casey
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The DC Support Team